January 2012
1 post
tomorrow better be a decent day because today i...
…and i had so many plans, happy plans too, this week.
i feel like…indifferent.
which isn’t like me.
for the first time in a long time, the time is nigh….
December 2011
2 posts
Merry Kwanzamukah Holiday Yuletide...To Me...
There are a million and one things I would like to complain about and allow me to be utterly self absorbed and fucked up when I do so. Granted, complaints are just another person’s whining, crying, bitching and shit of that sort but no doubt that I’ve got a plate full o’ shit that I’ve eaten and puking it up through words is all I can do to make this feeling of shit...
October 2011
1 post
i fuckin' loathe people...
…and for the first time in my life, i am posting it.
this ain’t a diary.
or a show n’ tell.
it is, however, a truth that i admit to.
i loathe miserable people who blame the world for their bane non existent life.
i loathe misery.
for it loves all company.
i loathe beings who have no empathy for others.
and there are many.
i loathe people who don’t indulge,...
May 2011
8 posts
what i once had is an illusionary dust particle of what won’t ever be again.
what i am creating now is a precursor to what i truly want next.
what is “next” shall soon become dust as well.
that’s probably why i am the way that i am.
by choice.
by my own recognition.
by my own navigation.
by my own right.
i love myself too much to not chase my path.
i will...get what i want.
i miss making money, having money, paying shit...
the one that i wholeheartedly deserve.
fuck this shit.
and fuck the people who’ve burned me.
in the end, it all evens out.
and i will even out my own score.
my cat likes essential oil candles burning
i can't find my bengay
i love my mumsies gifties.
especially that tea tree…whatta surprise and blessing the day was!
mummies day
i love can openers.
i’ve a huge respect for tea tree oil.
generic pepto bismol tablets are a treasure trove when i’ve got bad tummy.
i need contact lens solution.
and my hair is always up. in a bun of some sort. just like an old lady.
i’ve got ailments that have been pervasively compromising my days. my pivots, joints, fulcrum…ache and so does my head. i...
April 2011
1 post
ive a thing for a chicken wing
February 2011
1 post
the gentleness is the strength
January 2011
38 posts
i would like to get a job that is walkable, local,...
Thahp
Model: NooLawKhap Yookie Thahp
Art Director: VJ
Location: Casa De La Weber
bewteefull
Model: VJ
Photographer: Gentle Jake
Location: The Getty Center
"an angel will mourn every minute"
Model: Lambie
Mannequin: Sasha
Photographer: Rainny
only god can judge me
"NaMaStay"
Model: Gentle Jake
Art Director: VJ
after work
noo law khap
my favorite person and blackbearcatdog ever!
voguers
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"...the gentleness is the strength..."
my daughter looked happy today...thank you
“...And these children that you spit on as they...
my favorite things
gift wrapping.
olfactory assaulting madness.
palette pleasures.
reading fine books.
cold hard cash.
i cannot wait for my next wish because it will...
a parent...
has a unyielding task to protect, aid, support, and love their children, especially when children don’t even know what it is that is truly hurting them and their spirit.
parents know before the kids do.
and it’s our job to do so.
to know. feel. intuitively act.
and i love being a parent to my daughter with my husband.
i love new things, people, days, beauty,...
lambie is so kewt
i'm out of...
reading material
cash
cigs
rx
and i hate my jobs.
already i’m in loathe with this week.
well, until i get paid the few pences that’s due to me.
nines
nine five one
nine four nine
nine zero nine
judgement vs. intuition
i’m learning the difference.
i understand the latter that i give myself enough credit for.
if i were to die today i’d be all good because i did and said everything i wanted to do and say.
whatever else i haven’t done i didn’t want to do nor do i still want to do.
so handsome
noolawkhap
i no longer know how to placate to someone else's...
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is the queen.
The Getty
on my TTD list.
i will never be poor.
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“Poor is the man whose pleasures depend on the permission of another.”
“Everybody loves you when they are about to cum.”
“A lot of people are afraid to say what they want. That’s why they don’t get what they want.”
“Better to live one year as a tiger, than a hundred as a sheep.”
i wish...
i could take pictures of my daughter, my husband, my friends, upload them, and not have to think or give a mad fuck about what other asswipes are thinking or feeling about the subject matter of my pictures.
i get really tired of giving a shit about other people’s fucking feelings.
truth be told, i’m completely exhausted of people.
by people.
i’m exhausted because of...
i love
the fact that i love and value myself.
i love
reading.
Give to God, then yourself and we are both.
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Remorse
Redemption
Reparation
Repentance
Responsibility
Relive